“There’s definitely a dangerous feeling when you’re in love—it’s giving your heart to someone else and knowing that they have control over your feelings. I know for me, who always tries to be so tough, that’s the dangerous thing.”— Beyonce Knowles (via ayoanthony)
This disease is so powerful it has the ability to infect you without physical contact…It’s practically airborne. This epidemic is abnormal. One that can never be understood or replicated. Scientist are ignorant to the extent of danger this infection may cause. It’s an invisible virus, however, it can cause a variety of natural changes: emotional disturbances, psychological changes, as well as physical pain. It’s one that cannot be detected under the scrutiny of a magnifying glass. It’s a silent killer. *The worst thing about this disease is that we’re each infected by it at one point of our lives. And like HIV/Aids, there is still no cure for it. And yet, not only is it a curse, but it’s a gift as well. This disease that we’ve all become fairly familiar with is LOVE.
My sex always start with a single touch. So let me touch you. Grant me the opportunity to caress and massage you. I’m sure my techniques will please you. Im very creative (creATÉve). That’s just an intro to get those muscles relaxed.
Allow me to be a tad bit explicit: I wanna fuck you! If you don’t cooperate, that’s fine…I’ll just rape you. But is it really considered rape if you want it just as bad as I do.? Hmmm…Let’s just call it consensual-rape. Cool?? I wanna go deep inside until I hit a nerve. Not just any nerve tho. You know, that nerve that puts all other thoughts and inquisitions on hold. I wanna penetrate so deep…so deep that your organs begin to shut down. By the time you realize what’s happened, I will simply walk away knowing I had just mind fucked the shit out of you! Smile
Addictive. Difficult. Eternal. Twisted. Jealous. Lethal. Wrathful. Unique. Undeniable. …each describe LOVE. Our LOVE. Not only the love that we once had, but the love that still exists. We MAy no longeR be together, however the love that we onCe shared will always remain.
So, I met this new dude. He’s cute, funny, intelligent…Ya know; The type of dude that can satisfy all of one’s needs. Everything appears to be aligning pretty smoothly. It’s evident that we continue connecting with one anther on record levels. This short extent of time that we’ve shared with one another confirms that lust doesn’t always have to manifest into something negative. I’m learning to be more open and less concerned with how I may be looked upon, due to some of my verbalized thoughts. He’s one that I know I’ll be able to confide in. We can have a conversation about the most meaningless things; yet that conversation would be valued. I’d treasure it because that time spent discussing our most random thoughts helped us to generate an atmosphere of fertility (natural growth). It’s rare that you know from day one where you’re relationship with that SOS is gonna lead to, but this is different. I know that soon, he’ll be mine & I’ll be his. ….only thing is, I sometimes worry. I worry that if I open up my full self to him, my surroundings may contaminate his innocence & purity. I don’t want him to be at risk.!! I don’t want to subject him to a lifestyle comprised of lies, drama, promiscuity, and lost identities. Not to indicate that that’s a reflection of my life. I simply want him as is. No changes are necessary! He has all I need…& he now knows it. Today is September 14th, & the time is now 4:47am. I predict that you’ll be mine by October 1. Are you ready?
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